You know what my issue is?

I have LOTS probably TONS of issues

mental health ones

physical ones

more mental health ones

and yet I still try to "fix" myself

of course I will work on it for a week or so

then guess what

you guessed it

I'm back to square -0 HA

Why does it take 21 days or whatever to create a habit?

I would be success if I could just stay focused.

I go to therapy. I take my medications.

But that's truly NOT enough.

I created a motto for myself.

Life is a bitch so you gotta be a cunt so when life wants to fight you can beat that bitch up!

And tbh that is what I need to do.

I need to stop letting life beat me down and up and all around.

I have to beat that bitch up and tell it that I am in charge of myself.

I can build healthy habits! I will build and maintain healthy habits.

Of course one BABY step at a time