Wet Eyes

The rain doesn’t seem to stop when I’m happy

I thought my mood controlled the weather

The rain doesn’t seem to understand

That this is the 5th time I’ve cried today

And God seems to be mocking me in my face

I haven’t been outside in days

It was my tears that continued the rain

My wet eyes by no surprise blinded me from seeing the truth

I was mocking myself

Because of the way I felt

I turned a blind eye

So I could cry

And not see the sun

For if I saw her

I would melt

If her warmth touched me

I would lie and say she burnt me

For my eyes can see

But my heart isn’t free

It seems like it’s been raining for days

I thought I was happy

But it was a lie

I thought I could control the weather

But from the inside

God must not think it’s funny

That I feel this way

Thinking I can control the weather

Because today I went outside

And by my surprise

It was actually raining