The rain doesn’t seem to stop when I’m happy
I thought my mood controlled the weather
The rain doesn’t seem to understand
That this is the 5th time I’ve cried today
And God seems to be mocking me in my face
I haven’t been outside in days
It was my tears that continued the rain
My wet eyes by no surprise blinded me from seeing the truth
I was mocking myself
Because of the way I felt
I turned a blind eye
So I could cry
And not see the sun
For if I saw her
I would melt
If her warmth touched me
I would lie and say she burnt me
For my eyes can see
But my heart isn’t free
It seems like it’s been raining for days
I thought I was happy
But it was a lie
I thought I could control the weather
But from the inside
God must not think it’s funny
That I feel this way
Thinking I can control the weather
Because today I went outside
And by my surprise
It was actually raining
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