Starting over.

One thing I’m consistent at is starting over.

I don’t know if that is good or bad. It’s probably neither. But it does take a toll on me when I start over. Because I am reminded that I “failed” in a way.

I need to think of failure as a good thing.

It’s good that it didn’t work out.

It’s good that I kept trying.

It’s good that I didn’t give up.

It’s good I failed.

So here I am. Starting over.

Because I stopped.

But I am also here because I am not giving up.

And I will keep going and starting over as many times as it takes me.

There is a version of myself that I want to be. And I can not not fail especially if failure was the best thing to happen to me.

I am going to be this best version of myself no matter how long it takes.