All I ever wanted

I tried my hardest to be normal

Whatever that could be

My heart didn’t allow that to happen

My mind wasn’t able to

Just be

I am a person that doesn't trust

I watch for every little detail that could make me question you

I thought I could be normal

Someone who could encourage you to love yourself

Sometimes I don't love myself

All I ever wanted was to be someone special

Someone who could follow the rules

Learn from my mistakes

Let go of my past

A partner that could look at you and only see the good

A friend that saw only the beauty in your eyes

A daughter who knew how to let you love me

That loved easily

and

was easy to love

show you the wonders of the world through loving eyes

It’s all I’ve ever wanted

All I’ve ever wanted

But I’ve yet to look through heaven's eyes